A quick history

Not long after that, I broke up with the girl and finally I felt free again...although it was an amazing experience, I told myself that I would never put myself or a future partner in a position like that especially if there are kids involved. The next 7 months were some of the best memories of my life...I remained in my home town and started working on a farm for R700($50) a week..Tobi and Adel where my new found friends and we lived a life of awesomeness. We where inseparable. They called us the tripod. They where a couple and I was the lone wolf but together we were amazing...we worked on this unethical guys farm, fixing things up and creating a paintball business...It was days of living in our shorts, no shirt, no shoes(too hot) and spending our off time next to the river...I loved those days...I had nothing but I had everything...but our time together was cut short when the employer decided to fire all of us on a Sunday...that same day Tobi's parents came to pick them up...I remember crying like a baby. I started looking for work again and found a job in Tulbagh. A manager for a restaurant. Restaurant work was my bread and butter in London and I was and still am damn good at it. After 8 months I was "stolen" by another dude that had a pizza place and asked me to go help him open one up in Stellenbosch. These dudes made me work 13-hour shifts 7 days a week...just too much and after months of abuse and negative energy, I finally got out of there and moved to Cape Town...Best move possible --it was here when I got a job at a restaurant (societi Bistro) and finally found my groove again. I gained so much weight in this "limbo" time but lost it all when I started waitering again. As mentioned I love that job...loved it so much that I ended up .....

the start of ideas

..... just one but multiple persons at a time. I was very cocky at the time, thinking that soon enough I will be my own boss, running my own business. This was a mindset that came from a first world country. Soon I came up with the concept "S.A extreme tours". A 2 week high octane, travel experience through South Africa, where my clients would be bungy jumping, shark diving, sky diving and many many more adventures. I studied to become a tour guide(hard) and in 6 months I achieved my goal but classic apartheid Karma came to bite me in the arse. Because of the color of my skin I could not get a loan to start my business. Thats right! White skin = no loan . I needed a black partner but because I had just returned from the U.K, I had no immediate black friends that I could ask and trust to go into business with. My dark years kicked in at 29/30....no job and I started dating a girl with 2 kids..I became the baby sitter and she worked at spur to bring in money. It was the toughest time of my life but there was light in those dark days. The Internet always fascinated me and when the kids went off to school, I did online courses to empower myself with knowledge. I learned how it all worked...how google made money and how social media was revolutionary..it was all intriguing and inspiring....soon I started learning CSS and HTML and wanted to build my own website.. I lived in the same town as my mom and I would run to her almost every day and tell her what I learned....then one day my mom gave me an idea to think about...with my new found passion and my moms concept I came up with an insane idea called spacebooks(first name imillibook)...This Idea to this day is still on my back burner and one day I will build it and it will empower thousands of people.

The origins of charity

.......that does not question this out loud? There are other ways...my life has been a learning journey and the more I study spirituality the more I come to realize that I have been trained right up to this moment...its a huuuge mindfuck(pardon the french) when I realize why I have been chosen to take this path? My earliest thoughts of trying to help people span back about 10 years ago...I was 27, working as a car rental agent..I had just returned from the U.K(after almost 10 years there) I was driving and got to a traffic intersection. There where tons of people standing on the corner putting their hand out for work(mostly trade workers, a common practice in S.A)..I would see them daily standing there...Sometimes there would be more than a hundred people....This vision saddened me...especially since I have been living in a first world country for so long. In the streets of London it was a different story..besides the fact that most homeless where white, they also had it cushy...they could go on the doll(earn 80 pounds a week) and there are so many out reach programs...I also found that many where just freaking lazy and chose to live that way. In S.A(Africa) it is different....huge numbers of people are desperate to work...I remember in-visioning me picking all of them up with a huge truck, taking them to a piece of land and i would imagine all of them building houses(shortage in S.A) but there would be structure to it.....I imagined having 10 experienced builders on the job...each builder would micro manage each government house being built...By doing so 10 houses would go up at the same time, tackling our problem of house shortages in S.A. I in-visioned charities coming in on a daily basis feeding them breakfast and lunch as they worked away on these plots...that was my first thought for helping those in need....from there it started growing and growing and I would come up with ideas to help not......

All religions have truth in them

...Buddhist monks (enlightened beings) are known to go into meditation for years even decades...is it so bad to give it thought that in Jesus's travels to the east that he studied Hinduism and Buddhism?!? Does this not give it more of a tangible story? The Bible tells us about his birth ( just like Horus) then they jump 30 years( just like Horus)? We know as human beings "practice makes perfect" Jesus devoted his life to his practice...he loved to travel, he loved to be connected to God and if you study Alchemy (Gods science), Gnostic(knowledge of self), Sanatana Dharma(means "the eternal Path"- earliest form of Hinduism) and Buddhism you will know that meditation was and is the shortest route. I don't want to take anything away from Christianity because there are millions that believe that the practice is the way to salvation and it is if you are devoted to Jesus and God but we are all not built the same... Every single person is unique but it has been forced upon us to obey the schooling, uni and college system...I am living proof that the schooling system failed me.. I finished my school with a C-....making me think that I am stupid to everyone else...I am not stupid, I just cant learn things like your average person has been forced too. How many billions of children have gone through the same trauma? We are being set up for failure and we have not even started living.... When you look at all these systems and rules and regulations...soon you realize that it just works for a minority, yet the majority live in poverty... Hypothetically speaking...if you were president of the world and you had good intentions, would you not have structures and rules and regulations that benefited the majority NOT the minority? People will argue well there is not a one world government (yet)....but every single country on this planet is subject to being ruled by a pyramid scheme monitory system...I do not understand that there is not one person in power or has status......

Jesus..The hurtful truth 2

... in the blanks by inserting previous God's life stories.... so how can the bible be honest truth?! We have to question!!! If anything, do you think Jesus would like his legacy to be based on lies!?! NOOOOOOO!!!! He would want us as his followers to find out the truth about Him. They used this incredible, unbelievable, most influential SPIRITUAL being to their advantage and based his origins on religious scriptures over a period of 6000 years....We were conned into believing so much about Jesus. So who was he really? Take away the Dogma and you come to realize that although there are so many lies about his life...there is so much scripture and testimonials that you can find in the Bible and that has been left out of the Bible, that portrays an incredible man! He was so connected to God just like Horus, just like Buddha, just like Krishna...they all existed in different time periods and they all had the same message. That there is a God!!!!!........................ and their teachings show us the way in finding GOD as SPIRITUAL BEINGS, not human beings.. We live in an age where information can no longer be hidden...You know..I have been brought up a Christian all my life and when I think back about how I thought about the Bible...I always saw it as a "fairy tale" and a boring read...especially in the beginning where this person is the son of and the son of and the son of...When I read about miracles it once again did not sound real and also Jesus's Crucifixion..... I mean here you get a dude who can go into the desert for 40 days...no food...no water...I mean that is just amazing. The bible says that he did it through prayer..cool ..amazing... but have you ever tried to pray for 10 min?how difficult is that? what else do you have to say out loud after an hour? ...yet if we look at Tibetans and those that study Buddhism and meditation that 40 days is pretty average.

Jesus...The hurtful truth!

One thing that I have learned from my studies and research is that you got to check and re-check facts. The more you do so the more you realize that there are so much lies....for hardcore Christians it will probably be the most difficult thing to comprehend but once you understand that there where entities waay back then (1 700 years give or take) that deliberately went out of their way to make biblical laws, to destroy scriptures to leave gospels out and to mold a book like the bible that is only half truth...and then add the law...the bible is the one and only truth and when you question it, it is seen as blasphemy!.. How many thousands of biblical scriptures have been found hidden in cavities, caves and pottery like the dead see scrolls...you will find that they all date back round the first to the fourth century, WHY?!? Because those people back then new about these law makers, politicians and so called priests.... They knew that if they did not write and hide these scriptures that the story about Jesus and his true teachings would be lost to human kind. Here are a few so called facts about Jesus yet 4 other major religions have similar facts. Jesus 1. BORN A VIRGIN = Egyptian God Horus (3000 BC) + Persian God Mithras (1200 BC) + Indian God Krishna (2200 BC) 2. BORN ON DECEMBER 25 = Horus + Mithras + Attis (Greek God 1200 BC) + Dionysus (Greek God 500 BC) 3. STAR IN THE EAST = Horus + Krishna 4. 12 DECIPLES = Horus + Mithras 5. PERFORMED MIRACLES = Horus + Mithras + Krishna + Dionysus 6.BAPTIZED/MINISTRY AT 30 = Horus 7. CRUCIFIED = Horus + Attis 8. DEAD FOR 3 DAYS = Horus + Attis + Mithras 9.RESURRECTED = Horus + Attis + Mithras + Krishna + Dionysus The similarities between Buddhism and Christianity leaves another question mark...He lived about 400 years before Jesus and yet their teachings are extremely similar Things start to make sense when you realize that they did not have social media back then to follow every single person's journey. They simply just filled.......

My spiritual journey 2

.....who created Christian laws, who determined what scriptures must be included and excluded in the bible. They only included scripture of when Jesus was born and when he started preaching at 30?? What about the rest of his early life? The scriptures are there on how he traveled on the old silk road into India and Tibet. Jesus just did not wake up at 29 one day and go " Oh wow I can heal the sick" no Dude...Jesus was just like you and me.... Gnostic's dates back 2000 years and Jesus studied Gnosis. He also studied Hinduism( Krishna was not an idol, he was a person just like Jesus) and lived 2200 years before Jesus.... After Krishna a guy we know as Budda lived...Jesus also studied Buddhism(Buddha was a person just like Jesus) which was 400 years before was born. The first council of Nicea fails to mention in any of their scriptures that Krishna, Buddha, Horus(Egyptian), Mithras(Roman) and Jesus have all similar birth stories and healing and walking on water stories and many many more stories that is the same as Jesus's story?!? Yet all of them were before Jesus? In the year 325 the council took hold of religion, molded Jesus's story with all the other holy beings. Don't get me wrong, Jesus is my idol and he did freaking amazing things.He was a true master of meditation( bible uses the word prayer) just like Krishna, Buddha, Jesus was plugged into God and the universe.....and by the way, Jesus is not his real name.. his real name is Yeshua(salvation). There is so much history that if people knew about it, we as a human species would have transcended like our Ancients and like Jesus... but instead, we are ruled by an evil force that promotes Greed, lust, pride, Envy, addiction, laziness and WAR... Our entire Monetary system is a pyramid scheme, yet pyramid schemes are illegal in most countries?!? This world that we live in is where the majority live in poverty and the minority live in riches...how is that a fair system to all of us....where a minority do not have to work yet most of us need to grind away 40 hour weeks and the majority simply can not fit in the system because there is just limited space for jobs... Then they want us to all pay for education, yet to get "qualifications" to get a job...how is that fair to those in poverty? Billions and Billions of people are suffering under this system. "The white picket fence syndrome" has infected the masses and has taken us away from our true purpose on this planet....